fresh beginnings

     4 yrs back around these time when i'm almost ready to go through a anxiety attack dad helped me accompanying me till my classroom as it is my 1st day of college.ok i know its not a school but i'm hell nervous guyz,but i still remember the faces of my classmates nd my teacher when they saw me nd my dad at the room entrance.my teacher as a known smile may be by understanding my fears of 1st day.some of classmates have blank faces just like mine,nd some have mocking smile ' who the hell gets her dad till class like a kid'.who cares them by the way.i know who ever r reading(i'm assuming someone will be my reader atleast) will be thinking what i'm going to conclude by my above story.

    nd the conclusion is today again history is repeating just minus my dad at class door but laptop given by him is compensating my nervousness just like he does.after a long battle between my brain nd heart i decided to strt these new blog journey nd the only reason to strt it is to entertain myself ,so no big expectations neither from me nor from my blogs.just like to share my thoughts,mood swings nd blah blah.so that i can read myself when i'm bored bcoz writing dairies became outdated nd risk of getting caught in my mom's hand increased

    just want to explain my title as crisp as i can.when i'm in school i used to think i'm a very strong girl (ofcourse not physically i'm hell lean) but with time i find out i'm a cry baby nd mood swings of mine god don't even mention.i want to change all the things which are pulling me back nd my 1st step towards it is accepting them.so thats the reason i opted for these title "emotional bachha" .so when i stop being over sensitive for all the little things happens around me i will take down these title nd go for any good title(maybe)

so what can u expect in my blogs.hmmmmm😕 don't expect na ,i believe 'expectations always lead to dissatisfactions'(trying to be little philosophical pardon.

(ps:i'm not a great reader or writer so there will be hell of gramatical mistakes.ignore.if possible correct me i'm ready to learn through u guyz)

have a great time

N💜